Today with influenza virus

The virus is spreading down under my room and it will make me sick if i don't get out very soon from it....I hate influenza and i hate the virus is in my room now...

That day

AKu sedang duduk merenung di sebuah taman yang penuh penghijauan (sampah berwarna hijau, dedaunan, sampe pada sepatu gue yang udah kehijauan alias lumutan)...aku sedang duduk entah menunggu siapa...hanya menikmati alam saja..lalu kulihat bapak tua ini menuju ke arah taman itu juga...aku berpikir ngapain ya si bapak neh...ternyata dia mencari tempat duduk...terlihat napasnya terengah-engah....aku sangat menghargai semangat bapak itu untuk jalan kaki sedemikian jauh(entah dari sprint 100 m ato maraton)...yang penting salut deh...terus bapa itu melihat aku...aku yang sedang berdiam diri dengan earphone di telinga dan diiringi raungan gitar Goo Goo Dolls...dia kemudian melakukan hal sama mengeluarkan walkmannya dan memasangnya di telinga...sambil dengan sigap mengeluarkan buku yang sudah kekuningan layak usia bapak itu dan kacamata yang dipakainya...entah buku apa itu dalam hati gue...semoga bukan RUU anti pornografi yang omong kosong itu...Lalu kulihat langit kelabu yang memayungi kita berdua...sangat indah...wakakakak...kualihkan tatapanku ke papan dilarang parkir bertuliskan P coret....akhirnya diriku yang sedang kalap waktu itu mengubah pikiranku dari P yang berarti Peace menjadi P yang berarti Pissed off....benar-benar tenang hatiku waktu itu...Bapak itu telah menyadarkanku bahwa membaca itu berharga...kayaknya bukan itu deh...tapi hidup ini berharga seberharga dunia ini....jadi tolong dong sampahnya dibuang di tempatnya....tissue jangan boros...kertas burem dihemat...maksudnya ujian itu ga usah pake kertas burem kalo bisa...kayak gue...wakakakak...life is beautiful...maksud utama sebenarnya adalah terkadang waktu adalah uang namun doing anything in less 2 minutes and see other life works...either animal or human being...that's really worth trying for and you will realize that this life is so enormous and has a huge beautful things inside.... i love you this world...sambil terdengar suara Johny Rzeznik yang ter-fade out....

And it's someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
(Better days-Goo Goo Dolls)

Devil

Do u need my help to shoot everyman in the building?!.....

Right now (Fort MInor)

Someone right now is leaving their apartment
Looking down at the street, wondering where there car went
Someone in the car sitting at a signal
In front of a restaraunt, staring through the window
at someone right now with their finger in their teeth
Who could use a little floss right across the street
there's somebody on the curb who really needs a jacket
spent half the rent at a bar getting plastered
Now he gotta walk fourteen blocks
to work at a shop where he's about to get fired.
Someone right now is looking pretty tired
Staring at a laptop trying to get inspired
Somebody living right across the street
She wrote the best things she's written all week
but her best friends coughing up blood in the sink
Can't even think what happened, feeling so confused
And he knows it looks bad but there's nothing he can do
I wonder what it's like to be right there in his shoes

But no I'm just taking it in
Out the window of a hotel bedroom again
Tommorrow I'll be gone I don't know when I'll be back
But in this world everything can change just like that,
Like that

Yo somebody right now is dropping his vote inside a box
And trying not to get shot in his throat
For the act of freedom right now somebody is stuck in Iraq
Hoping that he gets shipped back breathing
in a war that he's not really sure of the reasons
So we show our support when the press mislead them
Though we more then remain proud and salute the troops
get some I know you boys got some work to do
Meanwhile right now someones 25 to life
And is standing on the corner with their thumb up hitchiking
Stratching off a lotto ticket hoping for a real winner
Sneaking through the border just to work and to eat a real dinner
Right now someone wishes they were you were not
instead of second guessing freedom thoughts of quiet suicide
But right now I'm staring at the window at a frame
with holes in his arm and holes in his jeans
he pulled out his ciggerette sparked the light
And walked right around the corner just outta my sight

But yo I'm just taking it in
From the second story hotel window again,
The TV's on, and my bags are packed,
But in this world everything can change just like that,
Like that

Ya right now somebody sitting in the darkness
Trying to figure out how to put some heat in their apartment
But they got a little matress and a little carpet
And they appreciate it 'cause some people on a park bench
You see them when you rushing to get to the office
wife robbed blind when she coming from the market
Right now somebody coming out from the pocket
Trying to dump that rock they run around the block with at
The same time the cops is raising the glock with aim
To fill your legs and back with some hot shit
Right now somebody struggling to stop this man
Who's kick and punching and cussing at the doctors
Down the hall the child taking his first breath
The doctors ain't even passed him to the nurse yet yo
I wonder if he understands what it's worth yet
Like the time spent while we here on the earth yet
The answer to the question that we all seek
can be found depend on how free y'all think
Right now it's somebody who ain't eat all week
That would kill for the shit that you throw away in the street
I guess ones mans trash is the next mans treaure
One mans pain is the next mans pleasure
one say infinity the next say forever
right now everybody got to get it together man

I'm just taking it in another strange hotel lobby again
Put my luggage on my back I don't know where I'm at
I'm in world where we all change just like that,
Like that, like that, just like that, like that, just like that

Just like that, Just like that

Petrified

You really must be so lonely
Puffed up, lookin’ tough, but so phony
You and your boys, you don’t know me
You really wanna hold me show me, homie.

F**king sh*t Day

Today i saw son of a b*tch and vamoose b*tches doing some meeting in Starbucks...I don't know what the hell they're talking about...but they're sucks in last 2 years...what were you guys f**king doing in past 2 years.....i guess f**king nothin...About waiting for three a half hour not doing anything really made me pissed off....If you say thats okey....just f**king try yourself and eat that sh*t.....

Joy....

Semua kesedihan pasti punya keindahan
Semua keindahan ada kesedihan
Tidak ada yang tidak adil di dunia
Tapi satu yang menentukan arah takdirmu yakni semangatmu sendiri dalam menghadapi hidup

Tidak apa2 kamu terkadang merasa takut karena rasa takutmu itulah yang menunjukkan rasa cintamu yang besar itu sendiri....

But you know what?!....
Dust to the dust
Ash to the ash
Hav fun in this life.....
That's really matter....
And worth fighting for....

I love all of this world
And maybe i love you too....
All of my blogger's reader...

Damn!!!!!

Ujian...ujian....bete...bete...kenapa harus ada ujian ya?!......masa-masa keenakan telah tertindas....hiks...semoga ujian gue berjalan lancar dalam pengerjaan yakni otot-otot jari dan tangan serta pergelangan mampu tahan (baik dalam stamina dan endurancenya) mengerjakan soal-soal ujian...wakakakak....gue lebih takut jari gue kecapean ketimbang otak gue yang over clocking.....harus fitnes jari dulu deh....semangat

Ipod

I am Billie Joe...

yo, man check this out...Wake me up when September ends...is really a hell good song.....

A big tears

After the next shocker elimination of American idol 5...we're missing the real deal of the next American Idol that could give emotional performance and have such a magnificent vocal....we'll miss you Chris Daughtry....you're rock star man....really deserve the finals,dude....so long and still success...